Thursday, August 4, 2011

Obstacles.

This summer, has been extremely uneventful. For the last few days all I have been doing is running errands, chores, and killing time. I have absolutely no purpose for this summer that I can fulfill. I have no money to spend on the things I need/want,  no means of transportation to go anywhere on my own, and I have way too much free time then I know what to do with.

Its frustrating that I have so many goals, SO many projects that have yet to be started, but I lack all the proper resources to start any of them. Its unbearable and irritating when I KNOW I can achieve and do so much for myself, but because of the silly and frivolous obstacles around me, I cant do any of it.

For example, for a few of the projects I want to start, I'd need money right?
Okay well asking my Mom for cash isn't going to work because she rarely gives me pocket money, so even then saving is out of the option.

So whats my other option? I could get a job.
Oh no, but wouldn't I need a resume? Okay, no problem I have one written, EXCEPT I DON'T HAVE A STUPID PRINTER TO PRINT IT OUT.

And even if I could get it printed, I'd still have to battle with the odds of someone hiring me, but even THEN, I cant work because of college, and my current living arrangements. 

Perhaps if I had a car?
Wouldn't work. I have no license.

Even if I had a license, I'd still have to worry about paying for insurance, other car payments, and gas, which unluckily leads to my lack of income and need of a job.

And this is but ONE example.

Understand my dilemma?

Its quite the vicious circle, if you think about it.

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